Happy Thanksgiving. I hope this finds you all well. I don't know about you, but the older I get the more I find myself reflecting on my life. I often sit in my recliner in the morning during my quiet time and think about the past. All the what ifs and what might have beens. In retrospect, God has blessed my life beyond belief. Admittedly, there have been many times in my life when I've failed or wanted to quit. There have been moments when I've just sat and cried because my life was so screwed up. I remember sitting in our apartment several months after our newborn son died and my wife had left me, thinking my life was over. I was broken. I remember vididly something inside me saying, "You have a choice. You can quit or you can keep going." I didn't understand it at the age of 22, but God had plans for me. I didn't see it then, but I do now.

Trust me, my life isn't perfect and I still struggle to this day. Growing old is a challenge. It's easy to think about poor health, illness, aches and pain, finances, and a myriad of other things we face as seniors. The one constant in my life when I start wallowing in self pity are those we left behind at LZ Margo. It has now been over 55 years since LZ Margo. 55 years. Those who sacrificed their lives would give anything to be typing away on the DMZ Rats forum this morning. That always snaps me back to reality.

In all honesty, it's difficult for me to reflect on the past and be bitter about anything. (I know I say that all the time, but it's true.) No, my life hasn't always rainbows and unicorns, but I'm here today. My barber asked me yesterday why I'm always so happy. I told her because I've been so very blessed. I've had an extraodionary life. My one regret is not seeking help for my struggles many years ago. Therapy has changed my life. If you're still struggling, please don't be afraid or ashamed to seek help.

On this day of thanksgiving, count your blessings. Enjoy the time with your family, loved ones, and friends. I think about many of you frequently, and I'm so blessed to know you. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving and savor every moment. Don't ever, ever give up. Semper Fi

"The worst things to ever happen in my life have all turned out to be blessings from God." ~ Steve